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| good luck to those with problems. stay clam and think clear. when shit hits the fan.....turn the fan off, and clean up the shit. dont let it hit you flying off and shit.
THIS XANGA IS NO MOOOOORE!
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| man...when i get upset it takes like a certain combo of moves and words at just the right intervals to make me happy again. fuck that. im sitting here in a weird funk. i woke up in a bad mood, went to sleep in a bad mood. and now the thing that gave me this mood is gone and unable to fix it. its like....if there had been five more minutes before he left, i would feel better right now. everytime is was almost better he fucked it up again. am i sensitive or is he an idiot? (haha dumb question) all i need is lovin! thats not needy or greedy! i dont want to fight anymore! not for extended lengths like this...i guess it comes down to..........iono. i'll be happy when u see me and we'll talk about it with smiles and kisses.
i'll be happy right now! i need a shower | | |
| birthday was fun :] i didnt drink yay! this xanga is so boring >_< maybe i should shut it down.
i have class this tme with irene again and anna again and andy for the first time hehe. only 7 crd hrs.... :(
summer classes >_____<
la | | |
| what a nice xmas :] i got everything i wanted and gave almost everything i wanted!! as usual there were a ton a presents i did get even thou i wanted to... :[ sucks not to have all the time and money in the world.
<3
i had a nice new year too hehe. much better then last year. last year...watching the count down on tv with ppl who i didnt really know... :*[ this year with the fireworks and the person i know best i hope its a sign for the rest of the year...to build upon that base <3 <3
i think i've been playing more video games in the last month than i have in the last 3 years. ever since i ALMOST beat zelda....i havent really played. after i DEFEATED super mario 64, zelda was the only thing for me. now i feel i find more games more interesting, and i wonder if its gunna make me fat.
i need a new job. cheesecake factory? anywhere else???? waaah. where to go. happy new year! my resolution: to pimp my own car. FUCK YOU if thats not a good enough resolution for u. i think its a lot better than "lose 10 lbs by summer" >P
i guess i'll also continue my quest to be a better person....on the side. xD | | |
| damn i remember listening to this song a bunch of xmas's ago....
ive spent soooooo much money!!! omg!! growing up and buying bigger and better presents for ppl is totally killing me >_< and i only have 3 including today days left to get stuff for soooo many ppl. ahhh. >_<
but i love xmas <3 there are so many presents under neath the tree...and even thou not all of them are for me :( <- jk! its still really nice to see!!! SUNDAY! c'mon SUNDAY! ive been preparing my itunes all week xD i think shes gunna fuck me over and make me look dumb. like that one xmas where they hid the computer...and i thought i got only a monitor....and they all laughed at me while i pretended to be happy >_<
im so selfish! oh well its ur fault world! ive been waking up @ 4 o'clock lately. HOW ridiculous is that. someone asks me why im gunna stop playing zelda "cuz its 5 am?"
i think im too picky. picky like i have never been before. are my expectations too high? am i looking at the past too much and idolizing it? it prolly wasnt as crazy as i think it was. who cares? i shouldnt be looking at it anyway. i know before everything was easy cuz i didnt really care that much. i cared but..yeah. now its like a 180 (haha i almost wrote 360....) i dunno what my brain is thinking. but i dont like being like that all the time. not all the time, but as often as i am. so im sorry. sooooooorry. u kno when im acting crazy i still <3 u.
xmas! i love you santa! ur toys are always amazing! bring me nothing and your still amazing! <3
(but plz bring me something^^*!) | | |
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